Perseverance.

 G'morning.  

most challenging word:                 perseverance.

most all encompassing word:        perseverance.

most intimidating word:                perseverance.

I don't know ... I successfully persevere in creating obstacles.

                         I remember the day I lost interest in maintaining a clean house.

                         I was filling a glass with ice then water in front of the refrigerator.

                         I stepped out of the shorts I was wearing because the water splashed off the ice.

                         I left the shorts right there.  Right where I stepped out of them.  there.

                         I remember the day I lost interest in putting things away.

                         I returned home with groceries.  

                         I put the bags on the table.  the empty table.  the dining room table.

the milk in the fridge.  Check.  the potatoes & tomatoes on the platter.  Check.  the eggs in the basket on the counter.  Check.  three sticks of butter in the freezer to leave one on the island to reach room temperature before smoothing into the butter bell.  Check.  dog treats out of their reach in the cabinet.  Check. 

                

boxes of cereal?  No.  pasta?  No.  can of Texas Style Chili I believed I craved because the ingredients list was short and, as is the case with ingredients list, ordered with the ingredients I prefer FIRST?  No.

Where DID my interest lie?  not this blog ... obviously.

                         I enjoy baseball season very much.     No.

                         I enjoy music very much.                    No.

                         I enjoy reading.                                    No.

                         I enjoy exploring art for art's sake.      No.

The Front Garden!  dominates my thoughts, my prayer, my day ...

the USofA's desert southwest.  the USofA's 5th largest city

the USofA's most dramatic population growth.

This city ...  this State .... makes national & international news regularly because we are a city ... a State ... of MAVERICKS.

                                 

                                               

Eleven years ... wow!

 I am not a technology savvy person.  Although I knew I created this blog, enjoyed this blog ... I lost it.  

Eleven years is forever according to 'peoples' clock.  God's clock?  phew.

The Withered Fig Tree and Temple Cleansing...together...brought together

In the previous post i offered today,
God experienced two very human moments:

      Cursing the one thing we expect to meet our physical needs.
Here, hunger.

      Letting our emotions manifest physically.
Here, violently.


Jesus experienced a very God moment:

     Mark closes the two events
with Jesus offering a forgiveness lesson.

  Ah man...

Like in the Canaanite Woman's story, Jesus' humanity is very real.

         How do I respond to the opened and empty refrigerator?
         How often is my motivation for change brought through frustration?
         How many times have I profiled another
            because they entered the doors of a church that isn't one of mine?

     Can Mark close any of my experiences
with ME living God's forgiveness?

Peace.

The Withered Fig Tree and Temple Cleansing...together?!?

Let’s do this together, huh?  

  I recognize I am trying to lead us down a path.  

  I use italics, bold lettering, the space bar, the return key to identify 

      “How (I) read it thinking with (my) heart.”

I pray I will acknowledge and accept when you use 

Italics

Bold lettering

The space bar

The return key to identify

      “How (you) read it thinking with (your) heart.”

Hey, remember those Prayer Questions?  

“How do you read it?"

~ Luke 10: 26

"What are you thinking in your heart?"

~ Luke 5:  22

Let’s keep them close as we move forward together...

Jesus entered Jerusalem and went into the temple area.

He looked around at everything and, 

since it was already late,

went out to Bethany with the Twelve.

Cool.  Jesus is observant.  He’s making a plan…

     ...I suppose.  Am I projecting here?  Am I anticipating here?  What do you think?

    

The next day as they were leaving Bethany

he was hungry.

Seeing from a distance a fig tree in leaf,

he went over to see if he could find anything on it.

When he reached it he found nothing but leaves;

it was not the time for figs.

I love how the Gospel writer justified for us why the fig tree didn’t have any fruit right now!

     HA!  Why is that do you suppose?  Is the Gospel writer taking us somewhere or just reporting?

And he said to it in reply, 

“May no one ever eat of your fruit again!”

And his disciples heard it.

   Ah man…

Jesus cursed the fig tree 

   even though 

it wasn’t the fig tree’s fault ‘it was not the time for figs!’ 

      Was Jesus’ frustrations with everything he saw in the Temple getting the best of him?  I only guess Jesus was frustrated because the Fig Tree account and the Temple ‘cleansing’ account are kept together in the Church’s Scripture breakdown...

      What did Jesus see in the Temple?  What will Jesus see in MY temple?

      Or, Was Jesus reacting to hunger?

          How human is that?!?

How many times have I accessed others’ ‘temple’?

    Side note:  I refer to how I pray as my ‘temple’...

How many times do I succumb to ‘hunger…’ however that is defined...and CURSE

                                                                               whatever doesn’t meet MY needs?

                                                                               whatever interferes with how I pray?

Why did the Gospel writer deem it important to state ‘His disciples heard it’?

They came to Jerusalem,

and on entering the temple area

he began to drive out those selling and buying there.

He overturned the tables of the money changers

and the seats of those who were selling doves.

He did not permit anyone to carry anything through the temple area.

I hear the Camel through the eye of a needle lesson all over again...

I hear Jesus saying to me, 

   “Don’t bring an agenda to prayer!  Leave the baggage outside...even HUNGER!

JUST TALK

JUST LISTEN

JUST BE WITH ME

LET ME JUST BE WITH YOU

     If You cure me, God, I will then…

     If You make me successful, God, I will then…

     If You make another love me, God, I will then...      

Then he taught them saying, 

“Is it not written:

My house shall be called a house of prayer for all peoples?

But you have made it a den of thieves.”

The chief priests and the scribes came to hear of it

and were seeking a way to put him to death,

yet they feared him because the whole crowd was astonished at his teaching.

When evening came, they went out of the city.

Back to the Fig Tree!  The Temple Cleansing is sandwiched between the Fig Tree...

Early in the morning, as they were walking along,

they saw the fig tree withered to its roots.

Peter remembered and said to him, 

“Rabbi, look!

The fig tree that you cursed has withered.”

Jesus said to them in reply, 

“Have faith in God.

Amen, I say to you, 

whoever says to this mountain,

‘Be lifted up and thrown into the sea,’

and does not doubt in his heart

but believes that what he says will happen,

it shall be done for him.

Therefore I tell you, 

all that you ask for in prayer,

believe that you will receive it and it shall be yours.

When you stand to pray,

forgive anyone 

against whom you have a grievance,

so that your heavenly Father may in turn

forgive you 

your transgressions.”

Mark 11:  11-26

Whew…

I am leaving the rest alone...it is the Bold lettered Words that bring it home for me…

How do you pray with this Mark account…

When do you use Italics

             Bold lettering

                            The space bar

                            The return key to identify

           “How (you) read it thinking with (your) heart.”

Peace.

Teach me to pray ~ "Jesus appears before God on our behalf" Hebrews 9: 24

Christ did not enter into a sanctuary 

made by hands,

a copy of the true one, 

but heaven itself,

that he might now appear before God

on our behalf.

Hebrews 9:  24

Oh wow...Praise God, huh?

‘made by hands’

Our hands?

‘a copy of the true one’

How do I view ‘the true one’?

How do I hope ‘the true one’ is...might be...should be?

How do I work my hands to build a copy of God’s ‘true one’?

Why do I work to build a copy of God’s ‘true one’?

‘on our behalf’

THAT’S it!

‘on   our   behalf’

Oh wow...Praise God, huh?

‘on

our

behalf’

Read that again.

Please pray with me.

I raise Prayer Questions.

I find it is very easy 

  for these Prayer Questions 

                 to enter my mind

                 to enter my heart:

You really didn’t see me until now, God?

You really were not with me until now, God?

You really didn’t hear me until now, God?

You really didn’t understand me until now, God?

I anticipate Prayer Questions God raises:

You really didn’t see Me until now, My child?

You really were not with Me until now, My child?

You really didn’t hear Me until now, My child?

You really didn’t understand Me until now, My child?

Ah man…

I’m going somewhere some may challenge…

   That’s alright.

I’ve been challenged by others before.

   I hope I challenge my own thoughts and feelings 

   with as much vigor…

or simplicity…

   as another challenges me.

With that said…

Pray with me.

What is it like to interact with another in unconditional love?

Is unconditional love forgiveness?

My prayer explores these questions.  

I am kinda lost here.  

        Do I quote myself here or invite you to read earlier posts?

Garden of Eden

Triumph of the Cross

Transfiguration
  Canaanite Woman

Curing the Bethsaida Man

See, I feel with my whole being that God 'learned' as much about us while Emmanuel...

See, I hope with my whole being that I learned with my whole being about God while Emmanuel...

I think I’ll leave this here.  I look forward to hearing from you.

Peace.

Word Incarnate ~ Teach me to follow you

Something different today...
I promised myself I will only share my scripture views.

Whoa...

today, is different

See, I adopted a puppy six weeks ago from a rescue group.  

Naturally, I believe he adopted me. 

The story is common....

...as every other rescued pet owner will undoubted share!

hehehe

Two days ago he had knee surgery....

his second in his 4month old life.  

Bless his heart...

We are on strict orders,

 "KEEP HIM STILL IN HIS KENNEL FOR TWO WEEKS."

This is proving to be harder on me than on him...

His full leg will be in a cast for 6 weeks, 

a bandage for an additional 6 weeks.  

We will have 6 weeks of physical therapy.  

He eats bees he catches in the backyard despite several stings.  Kills me!  I can't figure out why he doesn't learn to leave 'em alone...I cannot tell you how many times he comes in the house with swollen lips.  I am so grateful he's not allergic to them.  What's become cute, though, is I feel he believes he is a bee.  He loves flowers.  He buries his face in them and licks...licks...licks.  Especially cactus flowers.  go figure...

Alright...what does this have to do with scripture?  What does any of this have to do with the title of this post, "Word Incarnate ~ Teach me to follow you"? I will tell you I relate differently with God because of my relationship with my dog...

I think about how hard God tries to communicate with me.  Like my dog does with me.

I think about how I try so hard to dump human attributes on God.  Like I do with my dog.

I wonder why it is so easy to accept others' belief that God can ever be jealous, angry, vengeful...

I wonder why it is so hard to allow the Word Incarnate to experience loneliness, sadness, confusion...

I wonder why it is so hard to allow Emmanuel the human struggle...the reality of seeking affirmation, the actuality that, "Wow, I am different."

Sometimes, I love praying while feeling God became Flesh...
God as Word Incarnate...
Emmanuel...
so God will know first hand what I pray about...
how I pray...
what it is like to be human...
why it is so hard to simply love...
to grasp why we hold that God could ever be jealous, angry, vengeful.

Pray with me...pray for me...

Let's expand on this together later .

Peace

Miracles ~ teach me to pray: Matthew 14 talks about Jesus Walking on the Water

Ah Man! I’m gonna make this short…

uh…

y e a h.

Again…

How many times did Jesus confront individuals and crowds of people because they
...we...
need signs and miracles to trust his Word?  
I don’t have that answer simply because the answer requires too much work.  

For Jesus to say it ONCE is enough for me to ask the Prayer Question, 
“Do I need a sign or miracle to hear God’s Word...
to trust the Word Incarnate...
to live with the desire to love God...
to believe Jesus is God?”

That ONCE is Mark 8: 11 & 12.  
I break everytime I hear, 
“(Jesus) sighed from the depth of his spirit.”

Thomas Jefferson wrote a bible.  He deleted all signs and miracles from his text so he would concentrate only on Jesus’ message.  Find a copy.  What do you think?  What do you feel about Jefferson’s efforts?

Yet, I love the miracles!

If it IS NOT about the miracle…

Find, read and pray with Matthew 14: 22-27.

Immediately

Jesus made the disciples get into the boat 

and go on ahead of him to the other side,

 while he dismissed the crowd. 

After he had dismissed them, 

he went up on a mountainside by himself to pray. 

When evening came, 

he was there alone, 

but the boat was already 

a considerable distance from land, 

buffeted by the waves 

because the wind was against it.

 During the fourth watch of the night

 Jesus went out to them, 

walking on the lake. 

When the disciples saw him walking on the lake, 

they were terrified. 

"It's a ghost," they said, 

and cried out in fear.

 But Jesus immediately said to them:

 "Take courage! 

It is I. 

Don't be afraid."

Matthew 14: 22-27

Jesus was alone.

Jesus missed his friends.  
Jesus wanted to be with his friends.

I can see Jesus seeing his friends 
in the boat so far away 
buffeted by waves.

I can see Jesus wanting to be with them so badly he just starts running toward them  
I believe Jesus didn’t even notice he was walking on the water until his friends told him.  

Jesus wanted to be with them...
    with me...
    with you...
    with us...
so badly nothing got in the way; not even the shoreline!  

No obstacles to being with them...
    with me...
    with you...
    with us!

Emmanuel!

Pray with me...